Reflections

I look up
and see someone
I vaguely remember
She’s loving
and smiling
with all her heart

I look up
and see someone
a girl form my past
She’s dancing
and flying
to the moon and stars

I look up
and see someone
that was part of my life
Shedding tears of laughter
and cherishing smiles

I look up
and see
the girl
I used to be

Somewhere over the rainbow

The fluttering butterflies in my heart
with swirling ice cream as a start
and sloppy rainbows for dessert
speak a voice that stays unheard

And in this land of stunning dreams
where nothing is just what it seems
I found the reason I’ll survive
my soul companion makes me feel alive

Silver unicorns prance through the air
through labyrinths of flowered chairs
across the golden fields of love
dreaming of the sparkling stars above

Shattered mirror

It feels as if
I’m dancing on the
pieces of the shattered mirror
I once called love
I used to love seeing
the picture it painted me
Now it only gives me
broken dreams, longings unfulfilled

Unspoken words, figments of my imagination
all reflected
on those shiny bits

My bleeding soles rest
upon the sharpened edges
looking for a reply to the
never answered questions

Will I be able to solve the riddle,
to puzzle the mirror
together
once again?

What I am to you…

I miss the music in your voice
the rhythm of whispering words
telling me
I’ll always be your sunshine

I miss the tapping of your heartbeat
the silence of unspoken words
telling me
I’ll always be your falling star

I miss the racing of your breath
the rise and fall of mesmerizing words
telling me
I’ll always be your rainbow

Sorrow

I lost Hope
my Hope, your Hope, our Hope
and she’ll never dance the dance she was supposed to dance
and we’ll never sing the song we were supposed to sing

Then you lost Faith
in me, in you, in us
and we’ll never dance the dance we were supposed to dance
and she’ll never sing the song she was supposed to sing

And we met Sadness
mine, yours and ours
and she dances the dance she was never supposed to dance
and she sings the song she was never supposed to sing

Lonely

I still miss you
every dusk and every dawn
reminds me of
the music that started playing in my heart
when you looked at me

I still miss you
every breath and every sigh
reminds me of
the sunshine that chased away the shadows
when you looked at me

I still miss you
every touch and each sensation
reminds me of
our castle high above the clouds
when you looked at me

I still miss you….
and the way you looked at me

One word…

You were there
in my mind, in my heart,
in my blood
You were there

You were there
like a ray of sunshine
through the clouds
You were there

You were there
arms wrapped around
me, always
You were there

Now I’m here
in pain, in doubt,
in fear
Now I’m here

Now I’m here
a glimpse of what
might have been
Now I’m here

Now I’m here
sometimes one word
shifts your world
Now I’m here

…. probably….

I’ll be, I am

I’ll be your slave
You’ll be my master
Please make me spin
faster and faster

I’ll be your queen
You’ll be my king
Stir up these feelings
from deep within

I’ll be your love
You’ll be my life
Without you around
I won’t survive

I’ll be your fool
forever more..
I’ll be your fool…
I am your fool…
such… a …. fool

Darkness

When the night comes
I feel the vibe
the voice of darkness
brings me to life

I sense its plea
for me to dive
into the dark part
of my life

It pulls me down
in this black pool
and then I drown
it feels so true

This is my life
I run and hide
the Prince of Darkness
is by my side

He calls me ‘love’
and I give in
to roam this
Shadowworld I’m in

Quest for Darkness

I’ve lost the Truth
can’t find the Light
there’s only Darkness
by my side

The Shadows seep
into my soul
bringing me shades
and making me whole

An empty wholeness
so incomplete
an aching scar
a pain so sweet

Come Darkness
take my hand
and guide me to
your Promised Land